BELLY OF THE BEAST

Workman in a main copper furnace, ASARCO, El Paso, Texas 1993,
Photograph by ©Bruce Berman

Requiem
Photo and Text by Bruce Berman

Workman in the Belly of the Beast of the long gone ASARCO smelter.
I loved you and hated you. You tasted like sulfur and gave me so many sweet images.
For an ad agency, I once lied about you for you: the Contop pollution control project which was a $20million joke that never actually did anything except asuage the feelings of nearby Kern Place rersidents whose equity shot through the roof once you were disappeared. They shared the same air as you did.
I dropped a virtual tear for you when you were blown down, your dirty skin replaced by a Grid of Developers who insisted (their) progress was impossible with you.
Millions if not a billion drove by you on I-10.
Your Balls were esposed right there in the middle of a large American city as they drove by. Was that stack a monument of porn? Was it a deterrent? Did we like a deterrent?
You provided a living for hundreds in many generations.
You were bipartisan. You spit down and poisoned two cities and two nations.
I’ve sat in shanties in Juárez and smelled you and I have clinked beer bottles, while my eyes watered from your exhaust, standing in tony house parties in Kern Place.
To say the least… you were definetely something!
I miss you and your edge, your soul of wildness, your huffing and snarling fire.
You were, they say, a remnant from an era that needed to die. We did to you what we do to old rabid dogs.
You were removed with a promise of something great to come.
You couldn’t be tamed so you had to die, dramatically disappeared and eventually replaced by… what?

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Where’d El Paso Go: Le Foo Foo!

Opinion/Observation

by Co-Editor Bruce Berman

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I drive my old routes. Camera on the passenger seat or my lap. As always, these days it usually stays there, untouched. There are things along the way that spark memories. Object that aren’t there anymore. Gorgeous commercial signs constructed by craftsmen in the 1950s and 60s (not the least of which from the Jimenez Sign Company) were carted off to other cities that were twenty years ahead of El Paso in their bourgeoisie ambitions.You can drink under some of El Paso’s “Motel, Vacancies,” signs in various bars from Austin to Houston to Baton Rouge. There’s a withering away now, aging and weathered, but mostly not endearing anymore, not worth stopping for (to make images). There came a year, a month, a day when the treasures of El Paso were either gone, carted off or just left to rot.

There are whole swaths of this incredible and authentic city that are gone, at least for the long gaze of a photograph: Alameda. El Centro (downtown). Segundo is shrinking fast, bordered by El Paso Street on the west (with nasty tentacles of them all over it) and Cotton on the far east, with old residents living out their days, youth getting out fast and them with their bulging eyes all over it. Off of Delta there are condominiums and some revamped industrial buildings, residents living an almost urban lifestyle (sans humanity). Even the Gay Bars have fled, a sure sign of urban renewal/removal.

It’s not my job to do anything about any of this. My job, as I saw it, at the beginning, in 1980, was to give face to a face that was not known and I have tried. As The Grid lays out its future in the city with two hearts, it’s clear to me that my mission isn’t to pick sides in land rights, power exchanges, or to watch -or judge- the inevitable blandification. But blandification has come. Oh happy day. Some loudly exhale and go, finally! The city is becoming presentable to visitors again. It’s cleaner. It’s newer. There’s baseball. Soccer is coming (watch out Chamizal! The final blow that started in the mid 1960s is finally here). There are restaurants with the preface Le with Foo Fo thing-a-ma-jig dishes with little portions of things that look like they squiggle -vegetables- on top of things it’d be hard to identify below. Fancy. Plates of Foo Foo. There are young people downtown again, well, the kind of  young people that look like they’d also be comfortable up in Kern Place on Cincinnati and the upper Westside.

Finally, there’s a Starbucks downtown near the Plaza and the Westin. The kids from the ‘hood can serve the hipsters that come in from outer Zaragosa Road and beyond.

Woman fleeing, El Central/El Paso
Family of Shadows, El Paso, Texas. ©BruceBerman2007

Boring? Not to everyone and I wish them the best. I am not part of this. I left this scene in three other places I lived before this very long stretch here. It’s the same message: you’re in the gentry or you’re equitied out of the gentry.

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